Christmas Spirit

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Title:Christmas Spirit
Author: shambolicasfuck
Pairing: Wilson, H/W
Rating: R
Summary: Wilson spends Christmas alone...
Warnings: Character death (!).

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     My vision's getting blurry, my head spins and my heart races and when I slump to the ground I wonder if that's the way House felt, on Christmas Eve, a few years ago.

     It's disgusting, the way I'm lying here, sweating and panting. There's still blood on my hands from earlier, when I cut myself, accidentally, while picking up the pieces of a broken whiskey glass.

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     I'm tired now and finally the pills are lulling me to sleep, very slowly and almost tenderly, and I don't think I've ever felt so peaceful before.

     I'm dreaming of empty hallways and crying babies and the color blue. But it doesn't take long before it all turns black and my last thought is that he's been right.

     There's nothing.

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